Week 12: Facade
I am not paranoid. I am most
certainly not paranoid. No matter what Kelly says, I swear to the gods, I AM
NOT PARANOID!!!
In the beginning of the school year,
I was a wide eyed hopeful freshmen. My high school teachers told me I would
never function in a college setting…yet there I was, standing in front of the
large brownstone building that was going to be my new home…Kennedy Hall. Mom
had arranged everything for me, from the bus ride up there, to my new roommate
that I would be living with.
Everything was going smoothly. I was
so excited to be a first year student I rushed up the creaky wooden stairs and
up a few stories to the new room that was to become my home. Upon entering said
room, I felt a dark disturbance. A very dark disturbance.
A girl with long blonde hair, sparkling
blue eyes, and a suspiciously sunny disposition ran up to me. My flight or fight
instincts almost kicked in right then and there. If I had to deck her to get to
my room safely, I would. I don’t care how good a person looks.
“OhmygoshhimynameisKellyI’mgoingtobeyournewroommate!!!”
the girl, who was known as Kelly, shouted at me without taking one breath.
First day jitters perhaps? I don’t know. I wish I did know because then I would’ve
dipped the moment I met her. Nervously, I offered out my hand for her to shake.
I didn’t want to appear rude, I am not a rude person.
“My name’s…Bianca,” as I said those
words Kelly’s precocious smile seemed to drop. Our energy levels were not matching
at all. I knew right then and there this was a terrible sign.
And boy was I right. I am usually
right about most things. So of course, I was going to be right about this
situation. At first my suspicions were small, almost nonexistent, they were barely
there. Kelly would talk for hours…and hours…and hours at night, I never figured
out to whom she was talking to, but whoever it was they were just as abrasive
and outgoing as she was.
Then, I started to notice some
bigger things. One of my socks would go missing…then one of my coffee cups
would get misplaced…then I’d find my new jar of marmalade half eaten overnight.
There had to be an explanation for this. There had to be some reason why everything
that I touched seemed to be misplaced or destroyed within days of getting it.
It was then that I shifted my
attention towards the most suspicious person I had ever known in my entire
life: Kelly.
I would stay up for hours every
single night, watching streamers on my computer, tapping my pencil to try to
get thoughts to come to my brain. I would stay up and watch the door that led
to Kelly’s room. I would stay up and pick at the stray ends of thread that
popped out of our sagging drabby brown couch. Sleep would never come to me
until I figured out this mystery.
I didn’t even realize that Kelly had
been watching me too. It wasn’t until that fateful day when I finally decided
to confront the villain of my nightmares. Except when I did, the villain seemed
more afraid of me than I did of her.
“Bianca, I can’t sleep, I can’t eat,
I can’t do anything because I feel like you’re watching me!”
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